I don't know how long or if I'll come back, but I don't really have time for any sites much beyond DA, so I'm going to have to back out.
I don't really care much for what this place is becoming, anyways. And a lot of the people that made this site fun for me have just disappeared, so yeah. It's not worth it anymore for me and it's more annoying and scary to post on this site than rewarding. :shrug:
ANYWAYS.
If you want to find me on DA I'm avaunt there, too, but I'm not really active on there, either, so yeah. xDD If you hate DA or something . . . I don't know what to say. Sorry. I just don't have time and won't have time again for a long while.
That's it. =B I'll be posting my comics on my website if I ever have time to do those, either . . . )=
I'm doing wonderful, how about yourself, sweetie? Working a whole lot though so I don't have a social life, but oh well. I still find time to write music here and there, so I'm not entirely dead (yet!)
Allow me to sing to you, m'love:
::high squeaky falsetto voice::
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine,
you make me haappppyyyy when skies are greeeyyyyy,
you'll never know, dearrrrrr how much I love youuuuu
please don't take my sunshine awaaaaaayyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeeeEEEEE!
D= Well . . . school just started again for me and all the teachers decided to put me through hell this week, so yeah. And in general, I haven't been around much this summer. So it's okay. xD I get it. I missed you, though. =)
I was completely led on by some girl and she basically ripped my heart out and stomped on it... not literally but still the feeling is still quite there and it fucking sucks
I don't know how I managed to fail so hard on this one? After all I did for her... fuccccccckkkkkk... :/ </3
she kept telling me how much she had fallen for me and how I was the sweetest guy she'd ever met, and all that romantic bullshit that I refuse to believe anymore (really... what's so great about me anyways?) and all of the sudden this weekend she tells me about how it was all a lie and everything I had done for her had been in total vain, which included the song I had written and recorded for her, because I told her I would, because I thought she deserved it for being such a "great person" and caring for me so well.
She doesn't even have any sort of regrets about it either. I try contacting her to you know ask why she did what she did to me, but she won't even respond to anything, like it's like I don't even exist anymore... and here I am, wasting my existence over here... I need a hug... ;_;
I know it won't help, but she's a bitch. =/ I'm assuming that was her picture on the preview for her song? Well . . . sorry, but you can do better. =/ And um . . . have you looked in the mirror? You're fucking hot. Plus you're an awesome guy and you actually consider what girls feel. And you're not cocky about it. So don't think like that. )=
Why the hell would she do that? That's so fucked up . . .
Did she give you any explanation? I mean, it's one thing if a girl thinks you're just friends, but it's a totally different thing if she says she's into you and then acts like a bitchy whore.
I don't know why she would either, it just rips me apart, I now get to write lyrics for that song and make it my own though, I feel like I need to sing my heart out for it, it'll probably be the best, cleanest vocal performance I've ever done for a recording, so that should be... eh not fun, but absolutely emotional, now that I'm able to put my heart into lyrics that fit. No explanation either, I haven't even heard from her in the past few days since she left me hanging dry. Thankfully I'm much more stable than I was a few months ago, so if it happened then, eh, it might have been much worse for me. :/
Thank you for helping me so much Emma, it makes me realize where my heart should belong,
)= I'm so sorry she did that. That's completely horrible, I think . . . fucking around with people's emotions is never acceptable. Ever. But, at least you know that she'll get in trouble for it with someone one of these days. And I hope it doesn't go too badly for her, but it'll bite her in the ass. That's karma. And you should definitely write something and get it all out. =) That's what always helps me when I'm in a funk. It just feels wrong to try to solve it any other way. And don't be afraid to talk it all out. I'm here for you.
I really hope you aren't feeling down about yourself. )= I know it's usually unavoidable when somebody treats you like that, but just know there's something wrong with HER, not you.
Awwh. xDD Just be careful with your heart, 'kay? Most fragile thing in the human body. )= You shouldn't have to get it hurt because some bitch has issues. 333333333333
Thank you sweetie, I'd totally have amazing phone conversations with you if I could xD
more so I can vent easier, ja?
Sometimes I do feel like there's something wrong with me, because it always happens to me, but alas... who even knows anymore, I just have terrible luck... or so it would seem. :/ Thank you for all the help and concern, it really means a lot to have you in my life for that extra nudge of help. 333333333333333333333333333333333333333333
xD Well, I wouldn't mind that, but I'm extremely awkward on the phone. Extremely. xDDD Plus usually when I talk it turns into 4 hours of conversation. =B
I mean, if it helps, hey, but yeah. xD
)= You don't have terrible luck. Bad things happen to everyone until you find the right person. I was abused by my last boyfriend, and I know a lot of people who've had similar experiences. I mean, I know that it's not exactly the same thing, but I think the pain is similar . . . People hurt you no matter what. I think you don't know how to avoid it until you've experienced it. )= Which is unfortunate, but at least it helps you to grow. It changes you for the better.
And of course. =) I want to make sure you're all okay. 3333333
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I know it won't help, but she's a bitch. =/ I'm assuming that was her picture on the preview for her song? Well . . . sorry, but you can do better. =/ And um . . . have you looked in the mirror? You're fucking hot. Plus you're an awesome guy and you actually consider what girls feel. And you're not cocky about it. So don't think like that. )= 
